I can't do this. I'm not strong enough. I'm NOT that independent. I need someone to hold me and tell me it's okay. I need someone to make the badness go away, or to dull it. I can't do this by myself. I can't pretend. I don't know how to fix these broken things. I want people to be happy. I want things to be okay and maybe a little easier. I want to help he people I care about. I don't want them to worry. I don't want to have to worry. I want the people I love to be alright. I don't want them to be hurt. I don't want to lose them. I am helpless.